Taste

What is this that

I am looking at

Is it a dog or cat

Or just a man who

Got hit in the wrong

Place with a baseball

Who was standing no doubt

Without anything to do

Terrible, ugly what is

Going on here

oh that sound as

Hurtful as the sound of

An out of tune gong

But what I will say

As these words go round

I do not wish that this

Distasteful treasure be found

A hole punched through a canvas

Just know that I am not bound

For I’d like to say that

A smile is to be on my face

Remain not a frown

Superficial

There are those in life that have

and those in life that have not

And those who have not, all that

they have to do is pick that perfect spot

To eliminate all the hard times

and to multiply their success

But that still limits the possibilities

that this person choses are best

For them because at the end of it all

all you have is your heart and once

thats gone all you have is shell

And it will be the true nature of their

heart that sets them apart from all the

other flawed ones and fill your shell

realness

So watch out for all of the superficial

nonsense

Along with all of the false pretenses

Before you find yourself doing an everyday

census

For your wealth, both ethereal and material

Or risk losing it all and end up being life’s

next disillusioned magic trick

Being that the first person you fell in love with

just blurred your vision and was the ultimate

eye candy

And you being you just thought that was the best

thing smoking loaded, locked, ready to be

liberated from the barrel

Which in turn led to only one thing coming

to mind, sex

Disregarding the consequences you may ensue,

for the sex that you have will not be

spectacular will not be mind blowing

it will be just sex

But if its sex with the one shares the love you have

for them as well then it is no longer just sex it is

an art it is lovemaking

So take into consideration that everything that glitters

is not always bright or right for you

So avoid the superficial and never lose

sight of true loves revealing light

Time & Voice

Timeless voices

Timeless choices

Please tell me now

How can you force this

Upon some one else

Disregarding what was felt

It just hits you

Like the burning sting

Of a fresh leather belt

Timeless voices

Timeless choices

Why do we wish to be

That which we can only see

Could it be true

For without our own voice what can we do?

And yes so many of us try to empathize

And acknowledge what others go through

With only one time and one voice

When will we know what to do

Because you can’t just keep avoiding

Your problems you must first learn to go through them

With so little time at hand

You must quickly gain your

Resolve your time your voice

Or may you be forced

To make your final choice

Death

Timeless voices

Timeless choices

Sunrise

A beauty so bright

A beauty so bold

But why is it that this

Beauty cannot be controlled

Is not bitter sweet

That this beauty satisfies a feeling of such uniqueness

Yet we concur at our misunderstood obliqueness

But do I not gawk at such an obdurate of a site

For nay I dare not to say

To a beauty so bright

A beauty so bold

But only I wish that this beauty can be told

Dare I shield myself with my own panoply

And I continue to be troubled by this

Indispensable feeling that I am currently dealing

With, for it is because of

A sunrise so sweet a sunrise so unique

That my heart skips a beat

For I was not just told that this sight is so

Sweet I know this because me and this sunrise were destined to meet.

She Who is Not to be Spoken

My heart falls apart whenever your near

A a matter of fact all I have to do is hear

your name

Causing my heart to jump and tremble in shame

Even though I know that I persists in complaints

But thats no reason to make words prove vain

Yet thoughts of you always seem to linger in my mind

Which make it hard for me to find myself

But I know for sure that you are true card

For I am the king of hearts… and all I want is

for you to be my queen;

Love and respect two choices I will never regret

Which is why I find it hard to part with these feelings

A true king among others am I not

And a king without his queen,

by his side is not a complete scene

You understand where I’m coming from right

Control over my emotions something that I have little of

As if taken over by the wings of misguided dove

Blinded by your beauty I can no longer speak

For you are the true love that I as a man seeks.

The Side Unseen

I only wish to be understood is that

To much to ask to ask, for I have just been through

So much pain in which my abilities are limited so

That I may not complete another task, some people they just don’t

Understand what I’ve been through, I have just lost

So many things that make tears come too;

It is just that in this day and age I only wish to

Speak my mind; it’s as if I have unjustly been thrown back in time

My pain my weakness a feeling that fuels me to make my life a

Little bit better than it already is which

Brings such sweet livings into perspective the difference

Between a long life and a short one is in the

Direction of a feather in wind unpredictable

And whether or not I make far in

Life is up to my souls will and my anger

My most darkest fear a thing that

Threatens my very nature of being, control

Over my emotions the power within that

Lingers over a line that is so frail and

So thin an emotion that I choose to lock

Deep within even through it becomes more

And more harder to hide yet my sorrow

My sadness a feeling that brings tears to

My eyes a feeling that I am not

Ashamed of my mind, unlocking another

Door a door to the other side

The side unseen

Why They Call it Falling

Now lovely lady I have noticed that something has

changed within those deep dark brown eyes that I stare at

with such an infatuation

That I have ceased to arouse your inner inhibitions when I

whisper those soft sweet nothings into your ear

So I bring this forth for you, to remind you that love

Will always dwell here forever within my heart

With all of these abundant emotions inside

Continuing to expand and grow ever so rapidly inside of Me

It is as if my mind no longer resides here in this plain of Existence

I have become that young, restless lovesick boy from Preschool days

Gawking at you in both fear and an estranged desire of

which to receive your undying affection

It was like that day of first breath when my heart chose

You it was “Elementary my dear Watson”

For forever and ever I would make the same choice, if it

Meant, if it meant that I would end up loving you

And I guess this is why they call it falling because I have

Stumbled and fallen so many times over my own

Emotions over and over and over again and I would

Gladly fall again and again and again as long as I was

falling for you

And this must also be why they call it falling because the

Feelings never stop they never die, it is as if it were an

Endless staircase pulling me down, down into an eternal

bliss with you

But the funny thing about falling is it stops eventually one

way or another

So now I must say that I’m past falling now, I have

reached that last step in never ending blissful staircase

I am no longer falling but I have fallen in love with you

with my head and heart above the clouds

Why They Call it Falling

The Shroud of Truth

I say today that there is a

Fight going on, everyday and

Night whether you’re bold and full of

Might among the might then again

Times of guilt and shame push you

Towards not wanting to play this wearily game

Of uncertainty and I chose to do

One of many things which have been laid in front

Of me which is not to surrender but to

Remember who I am and that we must remind

Ourselves in order to be able to sense that room where the time is kept

Will not remain no matter how high the peak of fame

We must know where ever we may dare to

Dream or even go one can never stand alone

In life unless that person is full of anger

And jealousy and all their friends are gone but

I am getting besides the point I shouldn’t

Be telling what’s wrong or

What some are afraid of disappointment

Oh yeah we must get it right so that

All will be good for all

The pieces that float above will

Fall to no where wishing that they

Could receive a simple prayer

Wrath

Why did you do me so?

But I guess how you could even know

That you pained me so much

In fact if I sensed you so I would curse your touch

For I despise you so much

You forced my mother unwillingly

You expect me to forgive you

No sir this is something I’d rather not go through

I wouldn’t be here right now to speak

And for that I thank you

For if it wasn’t for the

Pain you gave me I wouldn’t have been the

Semi strong hearted person

I am today but anyway

Why did you put aside of your

Family yet I have to be strong for my mother’s sake

And I find it hard to even write this you know

But I just wont you to know how you pointed me so

And all I wish you to know is that I have a dad

Now and I no longer need you false protection

With malice and pain you’re so disowned son.

Second Time Around And You Still…

Leave, go, get out of my domain I can’t

Believe you’d do this again and bring my name to shame

What do you think this is a game,

You breaking my heart and expect me to pity you no

Not another word , I doubt you can feel my pain,

Here lies the laughter and all the good times we had ,

How about I go hiding in the shadows and you stand

Here in a the rain you know for some time now my

Mind was pondering rather you were really worthy or not

But after this, again, just leave me alone I can’t talk right now I’m out.